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Hey guys, I just wanted to ask for some advice.
Over the last few weeks I have discovered the amazing world of traps, and have started fapping to it, although for me it's started some bizarre mental patterns, and I would really appreciate some assistance through this.
I'm not gay, and I've never been interested in guys. I've always found myself to be kind of... pretty, rather than hot, or something like that, and people always called me gay, faggot, etc etc for having long hair and being feminine. I always left it up to just being me. Nowadays I've found that there are people like me around who feel feminine and cute, and really thrive on it.
I've been starting to kind of... enjoy making myself actually look pretty, rather than just be casual and try to be normal. I felt really awkward and nervous but I shaved most of the hair off my body a few days ago and tried some makeup today, and it made me feel really... good in a way. Really worried, but I felt like maybe I can express myself.
I don't know myself anymore, I used to be 100% set on what I liked, wanted, and everything, but suddenly my world has been turned upside down, and I'm trying all these new things.
What do you guys think?
protip: yer a homobut that doesn't mean you're gay, it just means you're bi, since you seem to like pussy as well.
to answer your other question: cross dress all you want. if you get really good at it, you could try passing off as a woman.
unless you're in some shitty hick town, nobody will care that you like to cross dress. many women even enjoy dressing up their friends/boyfriends.
long story short: make yourself pretty and have fun.
You don't need to be gay to be a cd/trans.
It's confusing at first if you're heterosexual and into crossdressing. The best way I can explain it is that guys are never given the chance to feel pretty in our society, and a lot of guys quite enjoy it if they choose to explore it. It's totally normal.
I've CD'd for like most of my life, experimented with guys a little bit. In my experience the sex was awesome (I dated several TS girls, I <3 dick) but there was literally no attraction on a physical level.
So yeah I went back to dating cis girls, and like two months ago I came out to my current GF who I live with. She knew I had a fetish and she was kind of drilling me about it, but I was so secretive/nervous about telling her that she thought it was something super gross like scat or something. Well I said fuck it one night and came out to her.
At first she was like "well I'm not into crossdressers, but if it makes you happy I'll try it," well that sure lasted long. I shaved the next day and after seeing me dressed up she couldn't keep herself off of me. Like literally. She's more into it than I am. I'm into forced fem and I doubt she even knows what that is, but she's totally making all of my fantasies come true. It's awesome. She gets mad when I don't keep my nails painted. I always have to wear girl clothes around the house, and panties/stockings/etc under my clothes all the time. It's way hotter when the person making you do that isn't consciously aware that it's a fetish.
Oh yeah we wear the same size in everything except bras (A vs DD) and she literally looks like my female twin.
So yeah I spent most of my life confused as shit, but now I've found someone that loves every thing about me. It was worth the wait. Not many girls are into it, but you'd actually be surprised how many are. I've been straight up cold-called on facebook by girls, telling me "if you're ever single, I want to crossdress you, I hope that isn't weird" and I'm not public about doing that at ALL. I mean I get why they would ask me (I have girly facial features and very long hair etc) but it seems like one of those things that you'd never just get asked out of the blue.
