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Hey guys, I'm a straight (I think) male that is a bit bicurious, that's the question, in fact. I had a girl but we broke up some time ago. I always had stockings / pantyhose fetish that through online porn escalated to pegging and traps (it was also femdom for a while). You know, in porn it's always traps and like that wear the hottest outfits, the lingerie, they have amateur pictures, that's what I liked about it. So I got a bit into trap porn and now that I am through with my girlfriend I bought myself some stockings, a vibrator and anal beads, I also have few pairs of pantyhose and panties that I got in the past. In the past I found out that porn was bad for me, I used to waste too much time and energy - so I destroyed my stash, all my things. As I have said now I bought new + anal play stuff, because I enjoy fucking my ass from time to time.The question is I am puzzled, is that normal? Lol, I know normal is relative, but what shall I do? I had/have poblems with my dick getting hard in front of women - with my long time gf I conquered it (ofc it gets hard to porn or at home) but on a one-night-stand few nights ago I didn't feel that, I didn't want that woman so much (I wanted to fuck her but the animal-like lust wasn't there). Should I worry about it? Should I pursue my career as a crossdresser, should I give up? Or should I just go ahead and fuck my ass and take some pictures?I'm 21 and a bit confused. I know porn has bad impact for me, yet I bought the things listed and I damn love fucking my ass. Yet my friends being all right wing and straight, I feel uncomfortable doing all that stuff. I mean in the heat of the moment it's all good, but later sometime come the reflections and I am puzzled. Wat do anons? Shall I just explore my sexuality and go ahead?
Anal play isn't gay. But are you attracted to men in general or only cd
>>1315
I guess I'm not attracted to the males, per se, but I love how crossdressers / traps dress, they always wear great lingerie, stockings, high heels. And I'd like to get my ass fucked, by pegging I guess. If I'd have thought about male doing it to me I'd get disgusted really quick.
Not once in my life had I walked the street saying 'that guy is hot, I'd do him' or things like that, so I guess it's not male attraction. It's definitely too much porn, which I am trying to moderate. And I find it really fun playing with women, doing oral for them, getting frisky, having sex. Yet I'm new to the actual sex world, haven't experienced much.
>>1316 then I would say that you only have a pegging and lingerie fetish.And that you are not gay
>>1317
Some traps' cocks' look delicious but as I've said, I think that'd be rather repulsed by it in real life
Have you considered that you're a lesbian? I don't mean like how douches will say that. I mean that you're more comfortable in women's clothing, feel alive, hopeful. And I'm guessing you get not just turned on by women but jealous of their bodies. Look into what transwomen are saying and see if it resonates with you.
I'll give you this tip: it's helpful to drop the cultural constructs and break things down to core human nature. You're something of a feminine man, but not attracted to masculine men. That's one side of "gayness" but the straight/gay paradigm is just one culture's way of looking at this.
What about other feminine men or even masculine women? I suspect the last one may be better for you as a masculine woman would more likely peg/domme you and enjoy it. Keep in mind the difference between masculine/feminine people. And realize emotional and physical connection are very different.
Dump guilt for things that are not harmful to you or others. But if you truly feel porn is harming you then you should stop it. Porn can't make anyone something they're not deep inside. Ask yourself if being sissy/CD is hurting other areas of your life and will become unmanageable. Or are you just fearing what others might say?
