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Alright.. Having never used a board such as this hopefully this doesn't implode..I'm a 26y/o male, grew up in a religious village, straight as an arrow, yadda yadda.. Moving out 6 years ago has been changing me quite a bit -- skip to current arrangement.. Consider myself bi/pansexual -- have never been with a guy, but.. yeah.. Currently have a girlfriend who considered herself a lesbian before me -- but we just work <3 One factor may be that I have never been masculine outside of the factors beyond my control; voice, hair, etc., etc. We've been together a year and our relationship has brought us into my crossdressing and using makeup at home (mainly just to cover facial hair, lip color, and eye liner). So far I haven't been brave enough to actually take this into the public but lately I've been feeling that I should be making little pushes.. Now, I don't associate as a woman or anything, but I have always wanted to have more fem features.. not sure if that's just andro or what but I have also been looking into growing breasts lately.. I don't want to take this too terribly far as I don't want to fully transition but I do want to be able to come across as fem.. If I ever did go through with this I would want to be able to bind myself.. and she's the only one seeing me naked so I don't need super notable curves for public viewing.. Sorry if this seems jumpy by the by.. just typing as facts relay in my head.. On the note of not wanting a full transition.. I've been looking at vitamins and whatnot -- came across a site that seems legit but also low budget.. testaments are good but I just don't know..Really glad I stumbled upon this board.. seems as though a lot of you are more than willing to share thoughts and ideas so I figured I'd give this a go.. In the back of my head I'm torn if this is right -- wanting to change myself but at the same time hide it at times.. be the me I want to be in my personal life but hide myself professionally..Just a note on my build.. around 5'8", weigh 145ish on good days (eating disorder when young with high metabolism, hard to maintain weight higher), pretty thin build.. feel I could pull off something with some added fat in the right places.. My main worry is my think head.. I have a pretty round head, big ears that stick out (working to grow hair out to tackle that), and a big of a big nose.. but I think I can manage.. Voice isn't a huge deal.. I find myself changing my tone and pitch when talking to customers as it is but know it's not femmy..I don't know if I consider myself more fem or sis at this point in my life but I'm taking steps..Aaand to those of you still reading --- you're a saint.. and good on ya for descending the word wall.. I'm a lot more coherent when answering questions than spewing my life story.. so thank you for taking the time to read this, hope it made sense.. and hope to have a little feedback <3 Chances are I did miss a few key notes so apologies in advance..
so you want to take the androgyny route. The here you go.
As for andro path, i suggest hanging out with the rave/goth groups in your locale, most andros can be seen in those communities and maybe you pic tips.